Ive decided to take a back seat I'm still around just not gonna be active,
Ill check in from time to time . I talked to my buddy Dwayne last night ,
he understands why as many do.
Its like getting a divorce you can still come around but you don't have ,
that at home feeling anymore .
i feel like a outsider.
I'm treated as a newbie i worked my butt off to get some respect here and was that ever hard i started off like prick racing /aka captn shorts.
I feel like a convict that did his time cleaned up his act became a good citizen for yrs and someone finds out his past and tells all the neighbors and he is treated lie a ex con again. .
Ive made mistakes yes but I'm willing to fix them .
I'm human we do that from time to time.
I still have many parts and can get more i still will do parts for friends.
but I'm going back to work i need more earnings on my soc security,
I'm gonna be 50 on DEC 18 and I have to get ready for permanent retirement
Ive worked under the table most of my life construction and self employed landscaper so reported soc income is not up to par .
its not just the clubs members the very few who hate me its allot of things combined + I never made a buck off this parts stuff,
but the news that i was a a laughing stock considered to be a idiot that hurt I am not to be the butt of someones jokes or the person they call
the jerry rigger king of mickymouses, hey i tried guess I'm just not good enough for this club but hey i tried. all i ever wanted to do was make some stuff that everyone could afford to buy hell i even traded so guys who could not afford stuff could get parts .
I gave away lots of stuff from complete blowers to cig lighters value never meant much just being a good member / friend to fello SC" owners .
some where I became a joke well im not laughing ,
you anted to hurt me you who now who you are well you did in many ways from constant attacks on others to laughing at me talking behind my back
well you didn't just hurt me you broke my heart I loved you guys no not like ~~~~ but I loved you guys .
any ay I'm out of here for awhile have to finish up stuff and ship out ill be around just wont post much I left TBU now here for the most part next tccoa? who knows Jim call me or send me your pH number ill call ya
you are a great friend so is my bestest buddy Dwayne ill post my Sc's picture when done it'll be a prostreeter then I'm back to dodge